True friend(s), family that both have my back. That and I don’t have the means to move out at this time and I would if I could, but I’d likely stick in the local area. I grew up in Northern VA, I’d like to stick here.
I guess I worded it wrong. I don’t blame myself for this shit, never have. I’ve gotten used to this crap happening on a constant basis in my life now with the people I know and my loved ones.
It’s just getting on my nerves. Usually I’m the guy who doesn’t give a shit about 90% of the time and that last 10% lets out in private about shit like this or vent it out when I feel like it. This would be one of those circumstances.