The Rage Topic

shit, tough life bro

I am honestly unaware of any past interaction with that individual.

Has your time away from the forums transformed you into more of a socially retarded person? I had started to kind of like you before you left. But now, I’m not so sure.

Hey, guys! No fighting in here! This is the rage topic!

I was a beta tester for Fortress Forever. Haven’t played it in quite some time.

I kinked my back really bad at the gym on Saturday and it’s four days later and it’s still spasming.

i got like 10 drawings i wanna upload but all subjects are facing left so i have to space them out over the next year or two between more thoughtfully arranged pieces, so nobody will think I’m as inept as they might if they saw them all at once

You can’t mirror some of them?

I was user Dr. Strangelоve.

Why in the name of holy fuck do I need to get sick now? I have two classes tonight. Not exactly happy or healthy.

the windows environment is soooo shit

Computer was lagging in a way I’ve never ever seen before. It was actually like someone had put Windows into slow-mo. Everything was working normally, except things were moving slower… On soundcloud, most (not all o.O) music was playing as if I was playing a badly scratched CD instead of streaming ones and zeroes.

After rebooting, i get a taskbar balloon saying “Flash has finished updating.”

fucking great, fucking flash was auto updating in the background, slowing things down like crazy (which normally doesnt happen); ive never (on any of my computers) actively enabled auto updates for flash, i’ve actually DISABLED them from time to time, but every time it gets updated (automatically or otherwise), it’s re enabled. add to that the fact that you pretty much need flash to use the internet normally, and they seem to build in forced backward incompatibility

so yeah, fuck you windows, fuck you flash, fuck you all software which is designed to do as much as possible behind the user’s back and values flashy bells and whistles over performance and robust features

if you bought it at “The Source” AKA RadioShack, just tell them your ZIP code and you should get a new pair, I’m on my 3rd pair of SONY’s for the price of 1.

Wow. Imagine staying up for 29 hours…going to sleep after PT…and then being woken up 30 minutes later by an angry senior-enlisted (doing a room inspection) standing in the middle of your room, asking you questions you have difficulty remembering the answers to, and trying to explain that you should file some extra paperwork to sleep during the day after being assigned a twelve-hour night watch.

One of the questions he asked me had to be rephrased into a multiple-choice between three names.
And I couldn’t remember when my next watch was… all I remembered was finishing the previous night’s watch.

Alright I need to bitch. A friend of mine is going through a rough patch with her boyfriend. I held my tongue, but I need to vent.

I’ve been alone since I broke up with my ex 2 years ago. If you’re feeling neglected, get off your fucking ass, sit down with your significant other, and TALK to them as one adult to another. Be happy you have someone to talk to and lay beside you when you go to sleep. That feeling that they’re there even if you feel ignored right at that moment beats feeling alone and not worth a damn to anyone besides your friends and family. It beats that fucking feeling.

I’ve been dealing with it for years. It subsides, then it comes back, and honestly, I’ve learned to cope and be content with my current private life issues.

Get the fuck over yourself, go out, get a drink with some friends, and have a one night stand or something. Or do something about it if they’re causing you that much pain. Suck it up and deal with it. I don’t give a flying fuck. There are other people out there don’t be afraid to explore. /rant

TL;DR Work the fuck on it if you’re not satisfied with your private life. Holy Fucking Jesus-Brick-Shitting-Christ.

What prompted this rant was a fb post of a female friend of mine in addition to some other shit floating around the 'net. Couple that with my own private life issues, it made me irritated slightly.

jealous much

Jealousy is for those who want something that the other individual has.

I’m not envious of what she has. While I WANT a relationship with a girl, I want one when I’m ready for it, as in moved out, have my own place, and make good enough money to sustain a Girlfriend (they’re expensive). None of those conditions are met on my end.

It just pisses me off, if you’re going to act depressing and want to complain about it, DO something about it. You can complain, but do something about it. [u]Nothing’ll change unless you do something about it[/u]. I don’t care what the situation is, be it your significant other did something you didn’t agree with (talk to them), your body is not the way you want it to be (get off your ass and work out), the season isn’t right for working out (says you, open a fucking window or come up with a second work out routine or MOVE), you’re hungry (get off your ass and get some food), or what have you.

It’s a hard-earned lesson I learned early on in life. I bitch constantly, but I do something about it in order to improve my life’s situation. If I can’t do something about it, I power on and do something else.

TL;DR I’m sick and tired of seeing people give up on their dreams just because the going gets tough. That’s what I’m really tired of and that’s what pissed me off. I’m supportive when I need to be, but there just comes a point where you need to pick yourself up and go on. THAT is why I’m ranting. /rant

Edit: I’m an angry person. It’s the way I am. But this is a hard pill to swallow. If you’re depressed, pick yourself up, and do something about the situation to make it better. If you feel too down to do anything, talk to some friends and have them pick you up, then do something about the situation. You HAVE to do something about it or else it’s going to ass rape you again later. That’s it. Period.

exactly

“you’re only feeling bad because you’re feeling bad, stop feeling bad!”

doesn’t help

Chicken, I don’t normally have a problem with you but you are being pretty damn ignorant. Depression is not something you choose to NOT be. You can’t just say, “Whelp, time to not be depressed now.” I’ve lived with people with depression, and I have experienced it firsthand, and while the goal is to get depressed people up and moving (yes, that is part of how you get better, and is also a symptom of getting better) you have a pretty thick head if you think telling them “just get up and get over it” is going to do anything other than harm. You have to actually deal with the problem, find out how they think and re-route their thinking. It’s like having a car that doesn’t run, so you douse it in gasoline and light it on fire because a car needs ignited fuel to drive. Stop thinking like a caveman.

Founded in 2004, Leakfree.org became one of the first online communities dedicated to Valve’s Source engine development. It is more famously known for the formation of Black Mesa: Source under the 'Leakfree Modification Team' handle in September 2004.