Typical internet tough guy. And you really suck at insults (not that I’m necessarily and expert). Just nonstop spam of whatever remark comes to mind really doesn’t work. You have to put a lot more thought into it and come up with something that the person actually gives a shit about and is true. You haven’t made it past all the boring generic stuff. Keep trying though.
I feel your pain. But try not to get so angry over it. Try as hard as you can to just forget about blackmesa and some day you’ll stumble upon it and it’ll be released and everything will be just dandy.