^well said
You have my condolences Orpheon, and I am glad you take the support from people here well.
I agree very much with Disturbulator. However, like the body, I believe the mind can heal; what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger as they say… even if it is as bad as trauma, WHEN someone gets healed with therapy, they will be a stronger person than someone who hasn’t gone through the experience.
Sorry for your lost, losing your best friend is very hard to get over.
Few month ago, I’ve struggled through the though of suicide and cut myself several times. Until one day mother saw the cut and she cried. I know she love me as her son and since then. I am trying to fix my depression and anxiety by hanging out with my friends as much as I can. Still, it is very hard to get the though of suicide out of my mind due to the stress of work.
I’m sorry to hear that. Friends can be a great support in hard times. They may not show it under normal circumstances, but most people who know us often care much deeper about us than we might expect or realize.
Try to remember too, that problems are often temporary, but death is always a permanent solution. If you keep hanging on and keep working at it, you can get past the dark spots and enjoy life again. Your friends and family are more than willing to help you. Please do not hesitate to ask, or to seek medical treatment if you need it. The suffering a loved one leaves behind after suicide is almost unbearable. There is nothing a real friend or family member would not do to avert that and help relieve your pain.
Also, I know work can be stressful, and your employers often want to make your work come first in your life, but it’s still your life. You choose your priorities. I can’t and don’t presume to know your circumstances, but work and money should not come above your well-being and happiness if at all possible. Everywhere is different, of course, and I hope that in some way you can regain some balance and peace in your life soon…
That’s helps alot, I am trying my best