this is basically what I’ve been through “including watching by a mistake a decapitation video when I was only 13”
well that’s what I’ve been thinking, and that’s why am starting to feel that there’s something wrong
It is Asia fox.
When I see gore and dead people in real life, I would go disgusted for moment and feel bad for em.
When I see people get abused by thugs in middle of daylight street, I will pull out the expandable baton from my back and give them a good smack to the back of the heads, even I would get beat up badly. I just can’t stand that shit.
Animal abusing? Same as above.
Fong you are a superhero
he really is
Whoa, you guys look at pictures of blood and guts and dead people? That’s totally twisted sick desensitized and in SANE. Hard fucking core, guys, metallica
Here’s what I have to contribute. (I guess)
There is a time for your ‘fantasy world’ and a time for your reality.
Most people (I assume) know the difference between violence between both areas.
Yep. Throwing red-colored Karo syrup or blasting holes in flesh-colored latex is one thing and works great for fantasy violence. Throwing blood or blasting holes in ACTUAL FLESH is something completely different. I’m fine with the former. Hate the latter.
well there are a LOT of people who actually enjoy inflicting great pain on others
These are the sick son of the bitch who deserve to die.
Because Fong’s the hero Black Mesa deserves. But not the one it needs right now. And so we’ll hunt him. Because he can take it. Because he’s not our hero. He’s a silent gaurdian. A watchful protector. A Fong knight
The Fong Knight rises !!
I fucked up. I’m sorry.
This should be put in you laugh you lose thread and I will be losing.
Seeing a real person be tortured to death, shot and killed, run over, will affect different people in different ways. I have met plenty of people who have been able to deal with fucked up shit without a second thought and then others who have been disturbed from it.
I think being disturbed by torture and murder is a sign that you’re still a human being and not some conditioned automaton
Not to say it’s normal or something. I have never EVER told anyone I hold this interest offline, as it is a point of shame with me. But you asked, and I told. Not trying to sound hardcore or extreme, it was just a compulsion I had in younger years that turned into interest and such.
EDIT: And in the beginning, when I first saw such pictures I was quite disturbed…as a matter of fact the pictures frightened me and made me feel sick. But I still came back for more. Maybe for that thrill, that feeling of dread, or otherwise. But I did come back and as I returned, I did indeed become desensitized.
Desensitized is the key. It’s enjoyment that you should worry about.
pretty much indeed