You’ve been doing everything wrong, so far. You need to show you’re willing to do something yourself. Show us something you’ve made that actually counts. We don’t want to see slightly edited faces in GMod; we want to see models made from scratch, maps made in hammer, or just about ANYTHING that can prove you’re willing to undertake being the leader of such a huge project. The very first thing you should’ve done was post a little bit of media you made yourself, it didn’t have to be a lot, just enough to prove your point: which should be that you’re a capable leader who knows enough about mods to start a project.
But no. Instead you’ve chosen to bitch and whine about how no one of us will do this for you, which is what you’re really asking for. No one wants to help you, because you’re seemingly not going to help in any way yourself. Go and learn how to properly propose an idea, how to properly assemble and inspire a team, how to properly lead them, and most importantly: how to properly do modding yourself. Then maybe you’ll be ready to take on a small project.
I’ve been doing modding since I was 9. I started out with Goldsource, and now I know how to operate Goldsource, Source, UDK, CryEngine and numerous programs such as 3ds Max and Photoshop. I still don’t think I’m ready to take on a project of any kind (much less lead one), I still see myself as an amateur, because I am exactly that.
Just leave. Leave already, so you don’t stain your reputation any more. You’ll be able to salvage the little bit of dignity you have left, and start learning how modding is much more complex than you seem to think. I’m not asking you to leave because I don’t like you, I’m asking you to leave because if you continue doing this, you’ll just embarrass yourself further.