First of all the mod is great and you really deserve some reward!
The only thing that bothers me a bit is the exclusivity of Xen for the Steam version only.
In this way you are leaving the free mod in a rather unfinished state although it was promised that Xen would be a part of it in the first place.
What also bothers me is that this case was never directly clarified/revealed (in a news post) until now.
“Purchasing the Steam version of Black Mesa is more about supporting the team and our efforts than anything else.”
“the Steam version will include features that the free version simply can not have.”
Except for the “features that the free version simply can not have” there was no word about making Xen exclusive for the paid version.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to blame you nor am I in the position to claim something from you.
I just wanted to share my thoughts here.