What in the name of holy fuck does it take to gain some god damned respect in your own fucking household.
I try not to cop an attitude with those around me, but it’s getting to the fuckin’ point I want to beat the shit out of him due to the head butting we both do. When I say I have no fucking business doing it, don’t fucking push me into it and make me want to fucking deck you. Jesus tap-fucking-dancing Christ.
TL;DR: I want to deck my fucking father for being an idiot and not respecting my decisions.
I’ll give the “short” version: My dad and I are head-strong. That reached a boiling point this afternoon when he decided to make me vote when I flat out said it’s a waste of my fucking time. Both candidates were/are idiots and I’d rather not vote for any of them. That said, I tend to abstain from voting in politics for that EXACT reason.
That’s where we had issues. I told him practically I feel it’s not worth my time and I didn’t want to fucking do it. Instead he starts throwing a fucking hissy fit about it and we both started arguing over it. Eventually I caved so he’d shut the fuck up about it (I obviously wasn’t going to win that because he’d just continue to fuckin’ bitch).
All I’m asking for is just some fucking respect about the decisions I make and not try to change my fucking mind about it. Once I make the god damned decision, even if it’s not something you fucking agree with, just shut the fuck up and deal with it instead of being a prick and try to change my fucking mind. I’m not a fuckin’ kid anymore that will say “yes” to every fucking thing you say, you no good piece of shit. /rant
As usual with these issues, it tends to reach a boiling point with me in the middle of the fuckin’ night where I can’t sleep because of it and I end up getting even more pissed off because of a hormonal imbalance.
Yes I have an anger problem, I realize that. It’s rare I get to those moments when I feel like decking someone though.