The Rage Topic

Couldn’t go to a karate class I reeeaaally wanted to attend to because I somehow lost my taekwondo pants that have been with since 2007. Then I walk one of the dogs and she insists on going to the alley where all the dogs there want to kill her.
Tired, I go home to walk the other one, suddenly realizing that I won’t be able to do any kind of physical ability. That’s because this wednesday is September 11, where every 14 year old fucktard thinks it’s appropiate to throw molotovs and disrupt traffic. I can’t this friday because I have a organic chemistry exam on the afternoon. Tuesdays and thursdays I can’t because I only have enough time to come back to my house, eat and get back to college (our housekeeper is on vacation, so I have to eat in my house so my pets don’t starve to death).
That’s not all though, since the next week is a huge vacation for everyone, so again no excersise for half this month. Back to being a jelly mass again.

It’s Great. Its Great. Izz Grate. grate. Grate. GRATE
GRATE GRATE GRATRGAETASGTETA

sorry for being so whiny
Its just that i CANT

Aptana is probably the worst pos software I’ve ever used. Seriously. And I HAVE to use it for school.

^ Try programming in a Virginia highschool for a robotics team. They refuse to switch to a real programming language and the one they use has color-coded pictures involved from what I understand. And it’s not some sort of apparatus or map of the arena, it’s actually colored pictures that tell the robot what to do. It’s useless.

Also: For those of us who’re Americans, 9/11 happened 12 years ago and stupidity about Islam and Muslims is still abound in some parts of the US. It irritates me how stupid some people are. For fucks sake can’t you be tolerant in your opinion? How difficult is it to just keep your mouth shut and just leave it.

So… a friend of mine was diagnosed with Cancer last week… found out about this about an hour ago…

Shit…

What kind? What treatments are planned?

Lymphoma, Cemo every three weeks as far as I’m aware. The guy’s in his thirties or forties. While a mentor, still a friend. I got him in my thoughts (and prayers, although I’m not really religious) REALLY hoping he’ll pull through. They caught it early though, as far as I’m aware.

A rage thread, huh? Well I guess I’ll let the image speak for itself:

Paranautical Activity is a fantastic game, though.

That sucks. I’ll kick god in the ass for him when I die (someday, I don’t have any plans for that right now, I just figure I’m closer to the door than the rest of you :wink: ).

hey life sucks some one tried and failed to steal my car thing is its a 300 dollar salvage that would probably break down if they didn’t know what they where doing.

what

Walking into the store yesterday I saw a little kid walking around with a shirt saying “Keep Calm and Swag On,” and a baseball cap also labelled “swag.”

URGE TO DESTROY WORLD RISING…

I had minor oral surgery and the Vicodin i have for the pain makes me weird as fuck. I start getting mad at people for past wrongs.

Why the fuck am I so mellow tonight? I spent a few hours out with some friends, many of them female and now I can’t get women off my mind for some fucking reason. Listening to heavy, aggressive metal doesn’t help either. Usually I’m a very angry, hard ass person. This just isn’t the case right now.

That is not making sense to me, when you say “can’t get women off your mind” are you meaning like forever alone sort of thoughts? Or are you meaning, when used in conjunction with being mellow, more along the lines of metrosexual house redecorating thoughts?

Oh God, what if it’s both?

sounds like melancholy

Forever alone. Felt like hormones or some shit. Doing better this morning at the very least.

FYI: mellow as in softening, less aggressive.

Edit: Also: Typing shit when you’re a fucking zombie doesn’t help; might as well have been drunk. I need to stop staying up late and make a general rule to avoid forums past a certain time before going to sleep…

Well, since this is about as close to a safe place as I have at the moment, I might as well vent.

I just had a frank exchange of words with my girlfriend’s best friend. I think I might have just completely destroyed the friendship, although considering how toxic things were getting towards the end, this may not have been a bad thing.

Basically, the best friend was hitting on me a lot and saying stuff like “If you weren’t dating [girlfriend] I would totally have sex with you” and offering to get a sperm sample from me for a baby. So I called her on her shit and told her to knock it off because it was messing with my girlfriend’s head and stressing her out (and honestly, stressing ME out too.). I also told her to act like a fucking adult. Naturally, she took it personally and not only blocked me but un-friended my girlfriend too.

I could have used less inflammatory vocabulary, but honestly, this girl kinda had it coming for a while.

If the girlfriend doesn’t already know, I’d suggest telling her… like now. That isn’t going to go well I don’t think. Although I don’t know her…

Frankly, good for you for standing up for what’s right in the end.

Tell your girlfriend about the exchange and be sure to tell her that you dont appreciate stalkers and that you were clear to tell her you were not interested, and as a result she got butthurt over it. If you dont tell her first, your girlfriend will get her (distorted) side of the story first. Head it off at the pass.

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