I heard there was some discussion about not wanting me to come back. I’ve decided to make a few people happy. First I was gone because I was doing volunteer trail maintenance in the Sierras (Californian mountain range). Second, the forum has gotten exceedingly boring as of late so there isn’t much reason to stick around. Now I’m not going to be one of those idiots who says hurr durr ima never come back, as I’m sure in the future I will be so incredibly bored I’ll come crawling back. But in the mean time I should actually make an attempt at interacting with real life people, no matter how annoying they may be. On a related note, I have made myself a spanish lady friend who will be taking up much of my time previously wasted here on blackmesa. Fortunately for me she likes anime too; we have been hanging out and watching Elfen Leid together 
. Well, tomorrow I will be leaving early in the morning for a backpacking trip to the Lost Coast where unfortunately I will have to deal with my friends who are all planning on bringing weed and getting baked out of their minds. It’s so fitting that all this will be going on during and nearby a “Reggae on the River” stoner celebration. I guess I’ll just have to look on the bright side: my lady friend will be coming back from visiting relatives in Europe and will be joining me on another backpacking trip to the Sierras. And then, after that, my final year of highschool.
I’ve found myself posting more honestly than I usually do. It seems fitting that with my last post (at least for the near future) I have revealed much more of myself than I have in the past. Before I have often argued stubbornly and occasionally stupidly. In my defense I’d like to tell you that I’ve been dealing with many personal problems over the past few years and I’ve often used this site, the massdebating section in particular, to vent my frustrations through heated arguments. I’m sorry I have argued so vehemently to have made so many of you dislike me. A few of you I feel could have actually been friendly with me and interesting to talk to had it not been for me being so argumentative, others, however, not so much. With that cleared up, I’d like to bid you all goodbye and, hopefully, end my stay on the blackmesa forums.
