The Rage Topic

Now that I think about it yeah I did bitch about that in the past…

While what the individual did pisses me off, you’re right on that. I guess some people are less private about it than others.

sounds more like a bad prank from one of the kids schoolmates than anything else anyway, imo

I am thinking it is a stupid selfish teen in the neighborhood.

^ This. Look at the sentence structure and overuse of punctuation marks like “!!!.” Probably just some teenage arse that gets off on “5PAM M0RE ZER0ES 111!!1111” randomness.
Even so, that’s pretty fucked up.

i just had a perfectly fine evening and night with friends

and yet through all of it i just felt self-conscious, isolated and alone

i dont know how to stop it

i had a perfectly fine bonfire at the woods with friends,

but I think I rubbed poison ivy in my right eye, that area has been red for 2 days now :rage:

in other news, fuck, Saints Row IV is laggy as fuck on a quad core and HD6850 (unless I disable eyefinity) :frowning:

… There’s a fucking kink in my neck that’s been there since last night and it won’t go away… it’s getting irritating.

The worlds shit, not point living. I can’t find a job. every place I have applied to has either ignored it or gave me false hope only to ignore the aplication. I have no skills that can make me money in anything, my life sucks, I suck. and If I had access to a gun my brains would be splattered across the wall, but I don’t have access to a gun so I have to keep on living, a shit life with no chance to get a start.

Hey guy, don’t be stupid. How old are you? You can’t give up on the world so soon.

Yeah, trust me, it gets way worse. A job isn’t everything, you shouldn’t base your sense of self-worth on employment or how closely your skills or personality match the “professional world”. The only worth those things should have to you is: 1) obviously the money you make, 2) the people you meet, 3) the things you learn/experiences you have

If you can get two out of those three by the time you’re 30, you’re fine.

can’t find a job so don’t have money, don’t have money so can’t meet people, so I have 1 out of 3, and doesn’t look like that will improve any time soon.

Stupid UFC live stream crashed in the middle of a heavyweight bout that could have gone either way…

Join the army, that’s what I’m doing.

Already tried joining the army I can’t join the army all because I had to at one point take ADHD medication. if it wasn’t for that I would be in the army.

I’ve been trying for years to get a stable job with only high school education, I never found a job that doesn’t break every muscle in my body(clothes/fruit shipping warehouse, construction, demolition, renovation, moving) or make me want to tear my hair out every day(sales/tech support hotline).

Then I signed up for government social aid and they pay me enough to survive while I study how to set up windows and linux networks and servers. If you ended up on these forums with a user account, you are at least smart enough to set up mysql apache php linux and install phpbb(the program that runs these forums) using bash on SSH or something.

TL;DR go back to school

I don’t know if I’ll get far either. I need to get my eyes check because I’ll need atleast 0.1 on each eye or something and I have no idea what I have.

I thought beating the shit out of, or blowing shit up would be fun. :frowning:

FYI, I’d rather be tired and hurtin’ all over than deal with people (tearing my hair out as it would be). Your body’ll eventually get used to the physical work, your mind getting used to annoying people, not so much.

i’m gonna see about doing some volunteer work, if i manage to get out of my shell
always good to be doing something, being around people, and it looks good on my resume ^^

Try Hachiko. Then you can help physically disabled people and do stuff with fluffy dogs!

Ive done a bunch of volunteer stuff w. disabled kids and its pretty fun and also you can just casually mention it so people know you are a better person than them

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