Update on idiot sibling.
Sooo he’s wanting to get married to this fucking woman now… god damn it, and its at the end of the fucking year. Mother. Fucker.
For the people who don’t know: This woman is 20 years my brother’s senior (he’s younger than I am). And for whatever fucking reason I can’t fathom I just cannot bring myself to like this woman in anyway. Not because her personality rubs me the wrong way or because of her baggage (kids). There is something about her that I can’t pin the fuck down that I have a thorough disdain for.
Couple that with my resentment for said sibling for taking this fucking path and I thought for sure it was going to be next year or so by the fucking time this shit would be going down (the wedding) that I would have to deal with this on my own terms and have settled my own issues with the matter. But fucking no. He’s rushing into something that he doesn’t know the fucking consequences for for years to fucking come.
Annnd I’m forced to go to this fucking thing and I can’t fucking protest it in anyway because I’ll estrange the rest of my fucking family from me if I fucking do (which I honestly wouldn’t give so much of a flying fuck about if I didn’t want to deal with them on a daily basis). Suffice to say I’m not happy.
If its any clarification with how pissed off I am about this; let’s say I had to walk out of a holiday dinner when I had to sit at the same table as this woman and her fucking spawn at least 3 times because I was afraid I’d make a fucking scene. Multiply that anger by 10 fold.