I get sleep paralysis a lot, and it used to be okay, (if a little freaky), until this:
I sleep on my back on two fairly fluffy pillows that lift my head just high enough off of the bed that I am kind of looking forward, instead of straight up at the ceiling. One morning, a little after two, I wake up sleep paralyzed. My eyes can only open halfway, and I can’t move, or make any noise. My eyes slowly adjust as I wait to wake up completely. As they do, I realize I am not alone.
Standing in the doorway to the immediate right of my bed is a dark, human figure. Nothing remarkable, or particularly horrific about. But the fact that it’s in my room is disconcerting. You see, I lock my room thoroughly every night before I get in bed. And yet, it’s in. It’s in, and it’s watching me. Closely. Like it’s been there for a long time. If it wanted to, it could reach out from where it stood, and grab my foot with ease.
This thought occurs to me, and I draw in a huge, sharp breath to gasp, or yell, but when I try to cry out, all that comes out is a long hard exhale, kind of like a little hum through my nose. A whimper.
This is taking way longer than usual. Now the figure twitches just once- an unnatural sort of shiver and walks with decided urgency to the opposite side of my bed and stops. He’s standing right over me, but my eyelids won’t open enough. I can’t look up to see him. I can very clearly, however, see the silvery glint off of the knife in his right hand.
Abruptly, he lowers his face right into mine. I won’t waste any more text than I already have describing what he looked like, but know that at this moment I can recall every detail as if it were happening now. He wasn’t some hell beast, or demon, or anything like that. He was just a man. And he was very, very angry. His teeth were clenched HARD, and his brow was bent. All of a sudden, his knife raised out of my line of sight, and then plunged, directly into my gut. Hard. I swear to god, it felt in my mind like the mattress compressed underneath me and bounced back from the force.
At the same time that happened, I was entirely awake. My eyes tore open as far as they would go, and I loudly sucked down a lungful of air that would have shamed a drowning man. I balled both hands into fists above my stomach and pulled the air at the same, very specific place- one over the other- around the grip of a knife that wasn’t there. I bolted upright, and tore off my shirt with one hand, turned on the light with the other, and spent a solid minute inspecting my abdomen. I didn’t sleep the rest of the night.
I rarely have dreams I remember. But when I do, I remember them extremely clearly. In cases like this, I wish I didn’t.